I am feeling panicky lately. And when I say I am feeling panicky, I am meaning that I am so overwhelmed, tired, pressured, and just blah. School is the hardest this semester. This may have to do with the fact that I have one class ending next week, but I will be in Phoenix for work and will most likely not have any internet. Therefore, I have to write all my discussion posts, take a quiz, and write a 12 page paper all by Monday evening. AND! To add on top of the pressure, I am leaving this weekend for the balloon fiesta in Albuquerque:
I am extremely excited because that means I have to get 90% of my homework done, and then I can relax, eat, road trip, drink, sleep, and watch these amazing balloons with two of my favourite people. What more could a girl ask for?! Oh, right... more time.
I am going to Phoenix next week for work, which is adding to my anxiety about work. And I am writing about it instead of writing my homework. Good job, Kyrie. It should be fun, long, and more fun. I love all the men I work with, and I love shuffle board, which is played, while drinking beer in the warm weather of Phoenix.
Oh, by the way, did you hear how we had four tornado's? Yes, let's add that worry to the mix.
As soon as I get back from Phoenix, I house sit for 10 days. Which is ok with me. It means more money (I gotta buy a ticket to Nevada for Thanksgiving), and it means being on a different side of town, where no one will know where I am. And then that Friday, when I am going to be done with house sitting, I will be down in Phoenix. Again. This time, for the weekend and for fun and relaxation. As soon as I get back from Phoenix, however, means that I will have 19 days to have a full, completed draft of my thesis. Have I started said thesis? Of course not. Because I HAVE NO TIME.
This picture has nothing to do with anything, but it makes me smile:
I am getting a bonus at work, for the plus 50 hours of work I put in in one week while my boss was gone. And my boss has been giving me raving reviews, which is always much appreciated considering I have been on her not-so-good side since May. Whew. Glad that I just had to slowly kill myself and be so tired I have giant circles under my eyes, and not do well in school.
I have been so busy with homework, work, and nothing fun in the past two weeks that I have been forgetting to include some of the necessary requirements to my homework. BECAUSE THERE IS SO MUCH! SO FUCKING MUCH THAT I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT IS REQUIRED BECAUSE I HAVE TO MOVE ON TO THE NEXT ASSIGNMENT THAT IS DUE IN FIVE MINUTES.
Dear Grad School, when did you decide to get all hard and fuck my life up?
In all reality, this is what I do: wake up, go to the gym, come back home and get ready for work, work the whole day, come home, get out of work clothes and immediately put on pajamas, and then sit at my computer for another 4-7 hours doing all of this homework.
THEREFORE! I need this incredible weekend without technology and much homework like a fish needs water.
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